At long last

Hello bloggers in bloggers land
I have not blogged for months, partially because I have had writers block and partially because I got married and there is all kinds of changes when it comes to being married.
As it is I am being held hostage by my Husband in the study as he is refusing to let me leave the room until I write a blog and *get over* my writers block.... *inserts pouty face*

I still have to pinch myself because it seems so surreal at times that I am married.
After 10 long years of waiting and praying I am sure you can understand.
It is different to have someone ask me each day how MY day was and what did I do as opposed to demanding children chanting *me me me me* It is different to have someone thank me for the house work that I do as opposed to my teenager asking me to wash his jumper that he MUST wear even though he has others in his wardrobe. It is different having to share a bathroom and have someone next to me watch me as I brush my teeth, at first that was soooooooo embarrassing but I am used to it now :-D

I would not change being married for anything, I love being a Mrs and having a man in the home, it really does complete a family when there is a Daddy in the house. Even after all the years of my women's lib theories that you DON'T need a man to make a family, I can now tell you that a family isn't complete without a Daddy, you can do the best you can, bring up the kids as best as you can, be Mum and Dad, but it just isn't the same as having someone to watch over you and look after you.

Well bloggers I must sign off for now but I shall be back again, hopefully sooner than later :-D

Seek and Ye Shall Find

Good morning Bloggers
An update on my last blog...
Bridezilla finally managed to find the perfect ribbon for the wedding cake and for Naomi's (The flower girl) bouquet. I also managed to find the perfect shoes, only one store in my State had the color that i desperately needed, BUTTTTTTTTTT not in my size!!
I called a few stores interstate and none even had the color, so Bridezilla became Little Miss Assertive and emailed the head store. They emailed back and said that if they could get them in my size, would I be willing to pay via money order, Ahhhhh YEAH!!!!
So now I am waiting for another email to say that YES they have found them in the color I need.
I am praying and believing for them because I have not found another shoe so so perfect *sigh*
Funny how us girls can go crazy over shoes, but I need them to match the dress hehe...

On a off topic note I am working today and hope that it doesn't get too busy.
Steady is nice but not crazily busy..
I make coffee at a local Cafe here, well most of the time I'm making coffee.
Sometimes food, milkshakes, iced coffee etc.
Have a great day everyone, will keep you updated re my shoes, wooooo

She rears her ugly head!

Good morning those in bloggersphere...
I am getting married in less than a month and for most of the time things are going smoothly, for other parts of the time they are not.
Now I am usually a cheery person who can normally deal with small things fairly good.
I have watched movies and seen Brides to be become complete emotional crazed women and turn into the dreaded Bridezilla!! Haha, not me I would laugh at that TV screen, *coff*
Well it turns out that she also lives in me, the insane, impatient, anxious Bridezilla!
I am going to the City today to get some gold ribbon for my cake and bouquets and to find the perfect shoes, if I don't find them I am sure I will come home feeling defeated and cry.
Is this rational? NOOOO Not at all!!!!
My most amazing Fiance said to be the other day that I wasn't a Bridezilla, but that it was normal for all these emotions to come up because it is a huge wonderful change that is happening.
Siiiigh I am so blessed to have him. And yet even when I am sitting here feeling so blessed to have him I know it only takes a bump in my perfect road map to make me snappy instead of happy. I really really need God's strength right now, so I am not so crazy haha.

My mind has been so consumed that the other night I had a dream about this Gold ribbon, and I searched and I searched for the perfect one, did I find it?? Nope!
I woke up feeling frustrated because something in my dreams couldn't even go right!
It takes me forever to fall asleep as I have wedding plans going through my head, I wake up early because my mind is too full to stay asleep.
So I am sleep deprived, fully busy, mind full of things to do and emotional.
No wonder Bridezilla decided to show up ;-p